Getting girls and dating
Mainly because these people, or even my friend groups, have actually joked about people in our age range still being virgins or never being kissed.
I'd probably choke up so badly trying to get the words to come out of my mouth anyway.
I use online dating, meet people a lot and go to social events. EDIT #2: I'm sorry if I'm not able to reply to each one of you. Just the feeling of being with someone and sharing a good conversation at the end of the day would be good. So I've always been a bit of a fat kid, low self-esteem, never really hit it off with the right person, etc.I know it could be "easy" for me because I just moved to a new city so the possibilities are "endless" but I feel so limited by my lack of experience.I'm too embarrassed to be open about it with people I'm interested in, or people I think are interested in me.You’ve been “talking” or screwing for at two or three months? Then it makes sense to be like, “what direction are we headed towards? Like, are we just fuck buddies or an exclusive thing, a thing at all, or just one hit wonders? They’ll take me out with them, but I’m so over third wheeling and then coming home alone.
Now I'm at a point where I'm actually terrified to put myself out there at all. Everyone always says on here that if someone likes you than they'll understand if I explain things, but I don't want to explain things.
I don't want to be bad at something, or have someone think I'm bad at something, so for at least the past two years I've just kept to myself and not put myself out there.